I have been soul searching for several days. Not even sure what that means… Do I pay attention to what I feel on a emotional level or do I listen to the voice in my head? Guess it is OK to feel one way about something one day and after carefully examining the subject change the way I feel or after arguing with myself and realize the voice in my head sends me back to my feelings about something…..and I can still make a decision based on what makes sense to me.
Originally I intended to write this newsletter in form of a 3rd person, I don’t like talking about myself all the time…. BUT…. following my better judgment here I am again with the I. Wish someone would invent a word meaning I without sounding selfish, ego driven or drawing attention to one’s-self. So I repeat, here I am again with the “I”.
September started out on a pleasant enough note, I was finally going to rebuild a Medicine Wheel for some friends of mine. Medicine or Energy Wheels have been used throughout times for blessing, meditation and holding good energy on your property and places in which ceremonies were conducted in ancient times for the cycle of one’s life. Originally I built the medicine wheel several years ago for my friends. At one point they relocated and took the original stones from the medicine wheel with them, 60 plus miles away from the space it had occupied for several years. Shortly after the move it was decided to rebuild on the new property. When I arrived there I determined it was a totally different energy, in fact even the air felt hostile. As it turned out, several of the neighbors were survivalists/confederate minded people and a medicine wheel would have been in the wrong place.
Earlier in the year my friend grew impatient and transferred the rocks from the original wheel and put them in a circle. It started to get strange when ever so often, her husband and herself, noticed the rocks had been moved. Her husband installed a camera to catch who or whatever had been moving the rocks. He was rather surprised it showed no-one. The rocks moved themselves. This was our cue to build the wheel the proper way and I went for a two-day visit. The Husband moved the rocks to a place I specified and went to work. After dinner my friend and I started the wheel. As I set out with a prayer in my heart to bless the property I requested for ANYTHING which meant harm to property, animals, occupants and house to leave…. at which time a large swarm of TERMITES ascended from the ground I stood on. Originally I thought I had accidentally stepped on an ant hill, upon examination there was NOTHING there to have housed hundreds of termites. We moved the stones to the spot where this occurred and built the Medicine Wheel. It is pretty country. A ways down the road you can see Mt. St Helen, Mt. Adam and Mt. Rainier in a row. The Medicine Wheel is stationary and has not moved, but that is NOT the end of the story.
When I got home I discovered the termites had bitten me very badly, all over my body. I decided against seeking medical help and researched the meaning of Termite Totems instead. Here is the result:
- Need for personal space and the need to examine the people and circumstances around you.
- Guard against single mindedness.
- It represents GROUP Strength and nesting behavior in either building or destroying ones territory.
I thought it to be awesome to add termite Totem to myself, especially since my African Totem is an Anteater… oddly enough a one of a kind creature, the only animal able to deal with ants/termites. I also thought about how this experience lead me to my souls searching in the first place, so I can look at things and people from different perspectives and adjust my decision making process accordingly.
The definition of a World-War is that multiple countries, kingdoms and or continents are involved in the same war. With the situation presently at hand it has become rather difficult to define, especially since it appears the war is against an IDIOALIGY, which is sadly mistaken for a war against a Country with people of a particular faith.
The mountain has become a hill, to illustrate this here is a post from my Facebook. I am sharing it with permission.
Saber Uddin: So today I was driving and I had to merge to the left lane because my lane was ending. While I was trying to merge, this driver on my left lane DID NOT want to let me in even though he seen the lane ending sign. So, he honks at me for a good minute. As he passes by me, the girl on the shotgun (Passenger) opens her window and says “you F*** terrorist”. Mind you that I have a ” Free Palestine” sticker on my bumper. The moment I put on that sticker on my bumper I knew that I was gonna hear that word one day or another. I did not say anything back and just kept on driving because I thought to myself…maybe peace can fight evil.
While World War on Idiology rages, the last American soldiers left Mannheim and Schweinfurt, Germany.
Military ALL MALE Ranger School is accepting female applicants.
Egypt has agreed to assist the United States to help with the “WAR.”
A sun flare created a tear in the Magnetic Field of the Earth.
A Cyclone did much damage in the Philippines and China.
Much of America is still on fire and floods are raging as Autumn begins.
Milkweed is gone and the reason for the killing of Monarch butterflies.
Afghanistan has 2 presidents…they call it power sharing…… we know that does not work….speaking of Bush and Cheney…. I worked on my Predictions for the Prediction 2015 Show and discovered by looking at 13-14 and 15 it shows the year 2015 is a continuation of the handy work of our power sharing “ Presidents”.
Johnny Depp is in the process of buying a historical site and return it to the Lakota Nation.
In excess of 400,000 people marched in the Climate Change Walk in New York alone. I am not aware of the total count from around the world. It was also a topic at the U.N. Some of us were very happy about that.
The caption on the photos here was QUOTE:
The next time you hear someone say “no one gives a shit about climate change,” show them this photo.
(Photo: Michael Polard)
So while I am SOUL SEARCHING, with my new found Termite insight, I ran into a documentary about Cremia. A young man took a camera and talked to the people on the street, much in the same manner as I do and with that convinced me that everything on the Documentary was told truthfully. Rather than finding citizens under occupation as he expected he discovered the following. People were celebrating to be…once again… Russian Nationals. The reason given was that Nikita Khrushev was a Ukranian. Cremia was part of the Russian Empire. In 1956 he “GIFTED” the island to Ukraine. At a later time, under the rule of Boris Yelsin the island was to be returned. This was never rectified because Mr. Yelsin was too… QUOTE… drunk and overlooked the amendment. I changed my mind about the election in Cremia, guess there are two sides to the coin.
Maneuvering through traffic jams and road repairs became a time consuming, but necessary past time. While trying to make a left turn out of my complex into a major highway I imagine all cars turn into horses. I wondered if it would be cheaper to have a horse rather than a car to get around. I passed a feedstore on the right and a gas station on the left and decided it really made no difference. Idiologies take us back to the Middle Ages…. we are attempting to fight with 21st Century weapons instead of compromising and solving differences with PEACE.
I spend a lot of time in September compiling my End Of the Year Book and follow my Mother’s advice. Leave the thinking to the horses, their head is bigger than yours.
Love and Light,
Here is a short clip from the Climate March in NJ. Like I said…this is the 21st Century and drones can be used for useful purposes rather than killing machines.
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